Which brings me to my challenges today. After writing eight chapters of _Signs of War_, I became unsatisfied with its direction. Then I started questioning what I already put on paper. I questioned the way I 'built' a new main character, I questioned the storyline and whether I should be tying together two of the subplots. By the time I got to actually opening the word doc, I was seriously considering hitting the <delete> button and starting over ... or not starting over ... starting an entirely different piece ... or not starting anything ... just giving up.
I get like that. After years of being married to a woman that studied psychology, I've become aware that I'm a bit of a manic depressive. After discovering that I was and accepting that I was, I was heartened to know that so many other creative people suffer from it as well. In fact, one of my favorite actors, Jeremy Brett who reached perfection in his role as Sherlock Holmes also suffered from manic depression ... but I digress.
My point is that ... before I hit <delete>, I read what I had written ... and it wasn't bad. I had to make several corrections but the story made sense, the characters came alive and the direction of the story started to flow again. Whew ... thank you Father!
I didn't get a whole lot of new words on paper today ... but then again, I didn't hit <delete> either ... and that's a good thing.
Tomorrow's another day!
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